They [the disciples] were testifying to the resurrection, a question of fact, not merely of faith. They were convinced of an event. And their willingness to die for attesting to that event is far more convincing that the willingness of others to die for a mere belief or because of loyalty to a religion or religious leader.
Atheism in not simply beyond reason, it is contrary to reason.
Darwinism's atheism prevents science from knowing why things are as they are. Without God there is no answer to the why for anything.
There is no excuse for falling into delusion, which is so contrary to the Word of God.
My attitude was and still is like that of David, who was ashamed that the armies of Israel would tremble before Goliath. Without hesitation he stepped forward with complete confidence in the God who had proven Himself to be faithful (1 Sam 17). For David, the size of the giant was irrelevant.