Even though you're not equipped, keep searching: equipment isn't necessary on the way to the Lord.
Jalāl al-Dīn Rūmī (Maulana), Jelaluddin Rumi, Kabir Helminski, Andrew Harvey (2005). “The Rumi Collection: An Anthology of Translations of Mevlâna Jalâluddin Rumi”, p.116, Shambhala Publications