I'm a pessimist by nature. I don't think things are ever going to work out, I'm not particularly ambitious.
If this whole writing thing doesn't work out, I'll be getting right back on the pole.
Unfortunately I don't live by a Target now, so I just go to a regular Starbucks as opposed to a Starbucks nested inside a Target, which is my ideal situation. That works out for me. I like that white noise, those interruptions, and the people around me.