It's a good feeling, that you can put your heart out there, no matter how black it is, and people can understand it.
Nothing can duplicate the sheer power and feeling you get from standing in front of your amp and bashing on your guitar.
I'm always feeling like I don't belong, no matter where I am. So I'm just searching for a family nonstop, and sometimes I find it in the mosh pit, sometimes I find it when I'm doing some French TV show with the president's wife.