people commit suicide for only one reason - to escape torment.
I think gymnastics trained me as a person, too. Without the lessons I learned in gymnastics, I would be crushed.
I started with California, and I did not like it. I flew over to Seattle, and I did not like it much. I felt like Iowa is the place - I like the people and the environment.
In China, I lived in a dormitory, and the government paid for everything - food, buses. In Iowa, I had to run after the bus, and cook for myself. The first weeks in the U.S., I was asking, Where is my food?