You cannot sedate all the things you hate.
A pill to make you numb, a pill to make you dumb.
When people ask me about drugs and alcohol, I say "Yeah, I went to rehab, I went to a mental hospital, I've been to jail." The main lesson you can learn is do drugs and alcohol when you are in a good mood, not when you are in a bad mood, and find balance in anything you do.
I don't like the drugs, but the drugs like me.