If you feel stuck in your present life, if you feel no enthusiasm for anything, if you think you have no purpose or that you lost that purpose somewhere along the way, I guarantee you are living in a dungeon made of stories. And that none of those limiting stories are true.
Any moment you spend attacking yourself is a moment away from your higher purpose and your power to love. Don't go there.
It's only by starting in a place of peace that we find our purpose and power.