When something weighs on your conscience, give it up.
Verily, God is Compassionate and is fond of compassion, and He gives to the compassionate what He does not give to the harsh.
If you disclose your alms, even then it is well done, but if you keep them secret, and give them to the poor, then that is better still for you;?and this wipes off from you some of your evil deeds.
