You can surrender without a prayer, but never really pray without surrender. You can fight without ever winning, but never ever win without a fight.
No one gets to their heaven without a fight...
There's still a lot I'm angry about, a lot of human behaviour that's appalling and despicable, but you choose what you can fight against. I always thought if I could just put something in words perfectly enough, people would get the idea and it would change things.