Even then, I didn't quite know what to make of it [captain Kirk death]. I was mystified by why I was doing it, why I was so driven to do it, and why it was affecting me like it was. I still don't know what it means. It's a strange singular experience. I don't even know anyone to talk to about it because I don't know anyone who's had that experience.
![Even then, I didn't quite know what to make of it [captain Kirk death]. I was mystified by why I was doing it, why I was so driven to do it, and why it was affecting me like it was. I still don't know what it means.](http://cdn.quoteddaily.com/images/ronald-d-moore/even-then-i-didnt-quite-know-what-to-make-of-it-captain-kirk-death-i-was-mystified-by-why-i.jpg)