Progress is mediation comes swiftly for those who try their hardest.
As you get older you learn some balance and mediation in your life - that's where I am right now. I feel pretty comfortable about things.
The whole aim of Zen is not to make foolproof statements about experience, but to come to direct grips with reality without the mediation of logical verbalizing.
"I meditate." That's like saying "I eat." Think of all the food there is! And there are almost as many varieties of mediation.