My peers, lately, have found companionship through means of intoxication - it makes them sociable. I, however, cannot force myself to use drugs to cheat on my loneliness - it is all that I have - and when the drugs and alcohol dissipate, will be all that my peers have as well.
Writing is utter solitude, the descent into the cold abyss of oneself.
I, however, cannot force myself to use "meat drugs" to cheat on my loneliness.
