Life cannot be against you, for you are Life itself. Life can only seem to go against the ego's projections, which are rarely the truth.
Ego is a ghost who is terrified of dying
Upon discovering truth, the natural love one has for oneself expands until it encompasses the whole world. This Love removes the ego.
Being here really is just the invitation to rest as Being. There is nothing you have to do. It is not an invitation to become. You will not be scrutinized, your actions compared with those of others. Thats just unicorn food. Let your river flow as it pleases. Simply observe and recognise that all is unfolding spontaneously when that inner journalist- the ego, is exposed as a myth.