There is an intuitive knowing within us that we are eternal but this gets covered over with the noise we create while identifying with the impermanent.
Mind is there, in front of you. Don't log in.
Let the mind come as it wants; just you don't go with it. The greatest salesman in the world cannot sell you if you don't buy.
Let every thought come and hug you, but you don't hug anything. Then, gradually, the noise will start to back off.
You want to be free as the ego, but you need to be free FROM the ego. To be free from it is to understand its unreality.
The nature of illusion is that, when you see through it, it disappears.
All experiences come and go. What witnesses experiencing itself?
Everything is happening spontaneously, and the witnessing of it is also happening spontaneously. Everything is already happening in natural balance.
You are the knower of knowledge; you perceive perceiving. Come to this place, and see if any questions remain there within you.